Old Pain, Old Memories
my mom and i really got into it recently. i picked a fight because i didn’t want to tell her the real reason i was upset. eventually i broke down in tears and told her the why i lost control. my parents aren’t together (they’re at least friends though) and every christmas we have a routine that we’ve done for years. this year some things have changed and my mom was trying...
Emotion Through Music
My Grown Up Christmas List Do you remember me I sat upon your knee I wrote to you With childhood fantasies Well, I’m all grown up now And still need help somehow I’m not a child But my heart still can dream So here’s my lifelong wish My grown up christmas list Not for myself But for a world in need No more lives torn apart and wars would never start And time would heal all...
Christmas Music Makes Things Better
we all got a scare this morning when auburn got hit with a few tornadoes. thankfully it only caused structural damage and trees to fall and no human deaths. i think it scared me so badly because my mind immediately went to the april tuscaloosa tornadoes and the thought that it was going to happen here in auburn just seven months later was terrifying. thankfully it did not. all of us were a...
I am just so tired. So very tired.
Dear Self, Here we go. Stay calm and remember all the good around you. Love, Me